Like such a sit quietly the balcony, look at the black darkness under all the silence. Listen to the sound of the rain slapping on the ground, it seems to pat this autumn's pain, sit still and look at the lights of the distance, in this place, I like to sit still and sit in such a small space, to find a space that belongs to oneself to her deep sleep in the world, not to involve themselves in the world, not to others interference to the lives of others, because those people are back in the world have a strong backing, my world I was the only one man and a thin body, I can't give up my own identity could not give up their own identity, I can not go to design the others, let the world of thin body to close to their dream ever reach. I want to rush own goal rush the ideal to strive, I must I think that came out of that home.
Always a person walk, walk through a day after day, solitary figure experiencing the life of the scenery, his figure is in a moment was staying in one place, also seems to be just so of moment. Still want to thank those who once or are now with my life, in view of the life friend you might just in my life in a moment, but stay so perhaps is that moment, our common experienced pain happy, in fact some things for you when perhaps others share, and painful things maybe it happy places. May 18 years old is one of my transfer point, perhaps twenty years old and my a turning point, eighteen let me from a young child of the tong zhen let me change become a mature man, but in 18 years old I'd lost a real yourself, let me make my life at that moment forgot ideal dream, it seems that it is time to forget the every day is for others in the, perhaps people should fall from one place to start again, but it was just a climb up an excuse, I climb up time but in the moment to put ourselves in the ground, get up, get up is a for other people's body, but I still want to these people who make me climb up, just in this world and a stand up of I. Maybe in a moment I'll go to find their own the childlike innocence young, I will believe that I'll feel now I still one of the best choice, because time is a progress is a way forward in the future, but how I believe they are right. 18 years old have already walked, twenty years old has been the time, I look back at the age of twenty, the turning point, it can make me what, it can make me lose? All I also don't know, I'm the only one step one step of careful walking.
Had a holiday for not long, came back, all the old, but don't know why I feel lost out. What on earth I lost what, exactly what I just throw yourself in shenzhen or the man who lost in my life. Life continue to the world I can't, roommate into. A person right, lonely walk alone in that belongs to the world, it will go to slowly close to their future. Tired, sleep, maybe a dream really have he accompany you on the way, you will no longer to be lonely.
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